oh wells. mugging for my exam at the VERY LAST MINUTE is DEFINATELY NOT working.

but whatever. i flunk everything already. what can i do =.=

anyway, i just found out some horrible truths of my FAMILY. well. yea. i shall not mention here.
hahaha that chinese saying. dont hang your UNDERWEAR outside.?! OR SOMETHING.

ok fine. just say it. i suck at chinese ):

hahah. anyway, i read through the letter again before passing it to pt tomorrow. i really hope i wont regret this and i hope she wouldnt betray me at all. well. even if she did, i guess she wouldnt make a difference at all. i mean, whether she passed it to her or not, she still wouldnt talk to me right.?

right.

i intended to type the entire letter out cause. i cant take it anymore. damn letter is making me feel so.. heavy. i guess i'll say it one day when i have the courage to. all my confessions and truths. ):

anyway, it took me really long to realise who anon was. really. how could i even forget. but i hope even if you do know that i know who you are, please dont leave ):

amanda misses you.!

* IF i got the identity wrong AND i said all that to the wrong person then.. OMGGGG. but at the same time.. I DONT KNOW THE IDENTITY so.. if it means anything to you [ the words above ] means i got the right guy(: *