this may be the last time im going online so im gonna make it my LAST post. hah

anyway, first things first. i dont know whether to be angry with you, leow. but based on how i feel now. im just.. well. sad. but to hell with it. just make sure it doesnt leak. in fact, i think it doesnt matter anymore.

cause i told him what i wrote there.

he didnt agree of course, and we went through the pre-breakup process. but this time, i was must FIRMER and STRONGER. i stood up for myself that i feel UNFAIR about whatever is happening. hah. but anyway, we made a pact ( something i cant say here CAUSE SOMEONE DONT LET ME )

but i think im gonna get what i want soon(:

and leow, best of luck to your chinese, and ch as well. i hoped the info i gave you pleased you.
and of course, repaying me back by 'betraying' me. well done(:

at first i was depressed and all. but hey.! WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR. i've done my job as an ex-friend. i have so many people who actually care for me. seriously, thank you for doing that to me leow, though i'll never hate you, i seriously thank you for making me realise that i am BLESSED.

but now im even MORE blessed(:

LIFE'S GONNA BE BACK ON TRACK AGAIN SOOOOOOOOOOON:D