Artist: Enrique Iglesias
Album: Insomniac (2007)
Song: Do You Know (Ping Pong Song)

Lyrics:

Do you know?
Do you know?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don’t talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.

(Do you know?)

Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never ever happened to me.

(Do you know?)

But after this episode I don’t see
You could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know how it feels?)

(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)

dedicated to someone you think fits this song(:

ahahah. we had fun at parkway yesterday(:
see. we spent the most time in isetan KIDS SECTION:D
and there was this robot that we were EXTREMELY excited about.!
it was kind of big, and it moves by remote. damn cooool.!
then weichan suggested something really REALLY naughty(:
watch the vid(:
thanks to jinting for editing it with my FAVOURITE SONG(:

click to watch RETARDED clip(:
watch(:

damn. this school should be classified as THE SICKEST SCHOOL IN TOWN and not the NAUGHTIEST or SUCKIEST.

HAH.
beat that people x)

time really flies when you're having fun.
time really flies when you're NOT having fun either.
in a way or another, time still flies.
argh.

i cant believe he cant LEAVE ME ALONE.
i mean he keeps bugging me. like.
PLEASE TALK TO ME.
or.
WHAT ARE YOUR HEIGHT AND WEIGHT.
or.
WHATS YOUR POSITION.?
or.
HEY MY SPECS BROKE.

ok hell more. i thought i told you to bug off.
gees la. im starting to feel that im being damn mean to you.
but then again, im supposed to act mean right.
okok i'll be mean la. but honestly.
i dont know what to do either. i mean. i really dont mind being friends again.
AS LONG AS WE REMAIN AS FRIENDS.
but.. the things you do just makes me wanna frog away.
i seriously wonder what you have told your 'gang' about me.
everyone ( also known as the cheenas by SOMEONE ) is like. diao-ing me la.
why why.??
i tried hard to think.
but then again, they only had YOUR side of the story so it isnt fair.
hah.
(:

anyway, today was the cross country.
god i feel damn happy.
im like. hanging out with a new group of friends now.
and they're really nice.
jinting they all.
ahahaha. especially jinting, whose so dear to me after everything that has happened.
we walked, kicked stones, made jokes, laugh around and even SANG.
unbrella ella ella~! eh eh eh~!
god la. that song is GETTING ON MY NERVES):

ahah. we came in SOMEWHERE at the last i think. ahahahaha.
MEMORIABLE(:
headed STRAIGHT to tampines to get some long johns and a new wallet. ahahaha.

OH YES. I MISSED OUT.
today ms kong she asked me where aik was.
and i told her.
sorry ms kong, we've broken up so i dont know anything about him anymore.
HAH. BEAT THAT.
I TOLD HER WE BROKE UP.
YAY:D

so yea. we headed to tampines SAFRA after school to play some pooooool~!
omg can you believe it.
we took 2 buses to tampines in total.
not counting the buses we got on to get back to school/home.
aahahaha.
i won i won i won i won~!
yay. i cant wait for monday.
BONG, YOU OWE ME.
FOR THAT, YOU HAD BETTER PAY FOR MY SHARE AND MAKE ME HAPPY ON MONDAY~!

haha. ok.
im gonna end my post soon cause im damn tired.
but i seriously miss.
daddy, uncle, the CRAZY PIG(: and this guy.
this guy that i havent thought of for a long while.

WHERE HAVE MY BLOOD RELATED COUSIN GONE TO.!?
I MISS YOU LIKE SUPERRR):

haha yesterday was the LAST STUDY SESSION WE HAD.

how sad was it T-T
it was held at the airport again, where those unhappy stupid-old memories were created.

hah. but it was fun:D
we did some CHINESE ORAL COMMUNICATIONS and we hid in this corner where ryan always go to with weichan and jinting.

hahahaha. we played at those TRAVELATORS TOO:D
i pretended i dropped my coin and me and weichan ran down the opposite direction of the travelator to retrieve my imaginary coin.

HAH. beat the lamb-os.!

we played with those trolleys too and everything. it was damn fun AND childish.
doesnt matter. it was fun while it lasted(:
school's reopening.
JOY TO THE WORLD.
._.

amanda has prepared a penknife for tomorrow's PROTECTION NEEDS:D

hahaha. YES. im enjoying my FREEDOM.

we went to the beach today, me, jinting and weichan.

GOD. weichan got LOST.! and i had to walk from BURGER KING to the small jetty at the far end AND BACK TO BK.

my legs almost broke i tell you.
but hell, it was great exercise. hah.

we fed birds too(:
THEY ARE DAMN CUTE(:

anyway, did some a maths and stuff until..
WE NOTICED THERE WAS AN ARCADE UPSTAIRS.

hah. we fell into temptation(:

hah. played some dance dance revolution and parapara and that super weird drum thing that looks a little like O2. really fun. hah(:

ok. to tell you all the truth, im super glad that aik gets all the shame and everything and i am SUPER enjoying life now(:
though i know the Os are coming and stuff.
and im already imagining how life is after the Os.

ohhh~! i cant wait(:
i have so many things to do that i cant list them out all at once.!

[ rawr rawr. shall we pool tomorrow.? (: ]

alrights. yesterday was a disasterious day for everyone, especially ME.!
this was what happened.

we went to burger king AN HOUR LATE cause SOMEONE WOKE UP LATE.!:D
haha anyway, when we just GOT there, ryan jumped out of NO WHERE and asked us where we're going and stuff.

god. i was shocked to see him. it was like. ITS ALL PLANNED OUT.!

so well, we ate and studied with them and i was damn worried cause aik is coming too.!! and with the whole gang of guys, i dont know how he'll react la.
anyway, as expected, it was damn bad. really REALLY damn bad.

he started messaging me later, and he started asking me things like WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME.? and i have NO idea what he's talking about. and he kept scolding me vulgarities and stuff, and i just went like whatever. until he couldnt take it anymore, and asked jinting where the toilet was. hahaha. anyway, he left, and the guys started asking and stuff. i passed my phone around and they read his ridiculous messages. god la, i seriously find him super irritating and sooooo gay.

anyway, after that, he sent this message to ask me to get out and talk. luq asked if i needed bodyguards to escort me and things. i didnt want to see him la, so i told him i dont want to see him. i cant believe luq sent this message : my mom told me not to meet up with strangers or something like that to him la.! it was HILARIOUS.

anyway, aik talked alot of crap and stuff and he even said he'll DRAG me out of there. seriously, i didnt know how dragging was SO bad until i saw the guys' reactions. i guess its some really no respect move. oh wells.

he came back later, and stared at me HARD. he went like. WHAT DO YOU WANT.!? then i said. what do YOU want.?! he wanted to talk but i rejected. i PRETENDED to do my work and fill my page with nonsensical words. the worst i wrote was, ethanol + magnesium -> diethyl magnesium x) and i didnt want to lose my cool trying to check it up so i left it as it is. gees.

anyway, later i decided to just talk with him. like do what he wants so he'll LEAVE ME ALONE as soooon as possible.! but omg la. it was SUCH a bad move.! he started scolding me like !@#*@!_#( and i just let him, cause i thought he would just shut up and leave once he was done. but well, it didnt really happen. anyway, i received a call from jinting later that she was told to follow me in case something happened and stuff. you know, i felt damn touched. everyone was trying to help me.! god im blessed.

anyway, we stood and talked later, and i couldnt wait for him to end. BUT IT TOOK FOREVER and he started going on and on and on and on until i felt like just kicking his balls ( if he had any ) . but anyway, i guess its not very ladylike and stuff so well. BEAR WITH IT, i told myself. THE WORST AND MOST FUNNIEST THING HE SAID WAS : im doing this for all your boyfriends in the future.! i can tell you la. NO GUY WOULD EVER TAKE THIS.

yea right dork, you're the only ONE OF A KIND that cant. booo.!

anyway, after that jinting tapped me and asked if i should go. i did anyway and he got mad at jinting. he even YELLED AT HER and i got damn fcuked up. i stared at him and he stared at me and it all went like. damn quiet. and for a minute there i saw his hand move so i turned back and leave, JUST IN CASE HE MIGHT SLAP ME. but well, i saw the guys all waiting for me in front.

seriously, thanks guys. thanks to EVERYONE OF YOU. im super touched ><

aik tried following me, and i just walked. he went sooo pui---ny all of a sudden. he kept saying. okok we talk we talk. i wont scold you i promise. i kept ignoring him until i couldnt take it and said things like. i dont deserve all this and just fcuk off. he got well, angry i guess. and i didnt care. hah. anyway, later we went back to burgerking and started doing our work until we were told to leave. we saw aik sitting near the bin outside BK though, and he look SERIOUSLY PATHETIC. gees. the guys even mocked him that he look like a beggar. though its kind of insulting, i think he totally deserves it.

anyway, we left later, and aik started messaging a whole load of crap. seriously. i dont even want to mention it out cause it makes no bloody sense. also, i used jinting's phone to messaging him and AS A BOYFRIEND, he doesnt even KNOW that it was I, AMANDA HAN, who was messaging him.! WHAT A LOSER. seriously. he dont deserve his balls.

we ate at sake later, and seriously enjoyed the food ( except that jinting HATED seaweed and we had to PEEL it off. hah ) and did our work there. i must say, those mochi.? icecream were GREAT.! i've never tasted anything like it.! ( or maybe cause i was too occupied of feeling blessed that i found everything heavenly )

well. its the end of this nonsensical chapter. all that i could think of was, HEY. WHY WAS I EVEN WITH THIS GUY.!? why didnt i even LISTEN to what others have adviced me.?

well from now on, i will. seriously. i know im dumb and everything, but now i've learnt my lesson.!! RAWRRR.!!!

SPECIAL THANKS TO :

RYAN
EEZZAT
JIALIN
LUQMAN
YONGSIANG
JINTING.!
COLIN CHOOOOO
UNCLE.!

ok everyone else in my life and all that. thanks sooooo much for those PROTECTION and help and SUPPORT and EVERYTHING YOU'VE HELPED AND GIVEN ME:D

i feel blessed(:
hahahaha. god blessed ALL OF YOU(:
serously, this incident is something i'll NEVER forget.

oh and aik is such a bitch. seriously. god shouldnt have given him his balls.

WE BROKE UP.! WE BROKE UP.! WE BROKE UP.!

WE CELEBRATED TODAY:D

I HAD FUN.!
ALSO, I HAVE TO THANK SOOOOO MANY PEOPLE FOR TODAY.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE WHO SHOWED CARE AND CONCERN:D

TO :
( ALL THE GIRLS IN OUR CLASS ), RYAN AND GANG:D ( i really didnt expect you guys to erm. sort of help me.. cause i thought you guys hate me and like to suan me >< ), UNCLE,

THANK YOU ALL FOR EVERYTHING:D
i feel soooo blessed.
god bless and THANK YOU:D

uncle, this song is for you:D



okay anyway, today was such a horrible day >< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">thank vivien SOOOO much for sending me home and getting me safe from that idiotic stalker.
we had to go through sooo many detours and she had to miss her friend's bday celebrations cause of me. also, hanbing had to lose his time with lalaalalalala to help me.
im so sorry i caused so much trouble. also, sorry edmund. you may hate me even more now but i really didnt mean to ruin your day..

well, special thanks to VIVIEN:D, UNCLE and HANBING.! for helping me sooo much.!
i feel truely blessed that i have so many people who supports me and everything. i cant be any luckier than this.

i've gained back my happiness:D and i thank all of you, especially vivien(: my dear vivien, you've helped me sooo much i cant repay you enough. you made me feel like. LIFE IS BACK ON TRACK:D i may have lost leow as my best bud, but i feel that god is fair. the lord has given me a new gift to replace leow. and that is YOU:D thank you so much for the help you've given me.

I OWE YOU LUNCH FOR LIFE(:
and not missing out, i love you my dear lord(:

of course, amanda is greedy(: she hopes to get leow back ( ahahahaha ) after this whole incident. she'll try her best(: although it may be a little too late.. but HEY. its worth a try(:

also, to a CERTAIN SOMEBODY.
its the end loser. YOU DROVE ME TO MY END.
you did that.! and now i officially end it.
i mean. WHAT KIND OF LOSER ARE YOU.?!
no offence but your way of doing things SUCK.
im your nobody now, so BUG OFF.
you're frogging me.!
YOU'RE FROGGING MY FRIEND.!
FROG OFFFF.!

NOW I SHALL ANNOUNCE.
I HATE @#*)_#!(#_*#+_!(#!3

ITS THE END.

yes yes yes yes yes.
its been 2 and a half days.
im succeeding.
i know how mean i am to do something like this.
but it'll do us all good im sure.

and by then, i'll be doing myself a favour(:

oh wells. im reaching that point already(:

part one : mission accomplished:D

soon, my graph would be able to FLY out of the damn blog template(:

the freedom i deserve would come back to me:D

now part two : hatred.
:D

im going to end all these.

when everything falls apart, all i have to do is to build everything back.

all i have to do is simple, but this simple process is HARD.

i will aim for that simple intersection that will bring me either happiness or sorrow.

the turning point.

i hate it when things happen.

i hate it when i cant end it.

i hate it more when i cant solve it.

i hate it even more then ever when i have no one to talk to about it.

i hate life.
period.

haii. today just isnt the day for me. feeling damn sad. started my day hearing this song, which i felt so hurt after that.

why am i still holding on.? i thought im supposed to be ANGRY. and im supposed to HATE.
god didnt i say it doesnt work trying to hate someone to forget.?
im still doing that.

i know how much you hate me. how much you dont want to have anything to do with me anymore. but all i want to say is. sorry. i really didnt mean for anything to happen. and i do hope this is not how you truely feel about me ( the song ) it hurts me just imaging these words would come from you.

i really miss you.





leave me alone - the veronicas

I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I'm gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh

Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown

Oh, Leave me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
'Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion

Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh

Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown

Oh, leave me alone

Don't turn around and don't look back
I see right through all your selfless acts

Oh

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh

Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown

Oh, leave me alone

If you win your love

I'll feel better on my own

Leave me alone

wow. these few days i've been like so busyyy.! study study study.

more like doing homework. zZz

anyway, i cant really use the comp now because. MOM ISNT WORKING ANYMORE.

how could this be.?! she isnt working anymore.!!
but shes leaving to hongkong at 17.
MUHAHAHHAA. OH PLEASE LET THAT DAY COME EARLIER.

=x
anyway, things have gone.. better for us and huimin. and i do hope whatever she said was true. anyway, thanks for telling me all these. haha. i'll try my best to well. cool their heads(:

and.! UNCLE. THESE SONGS ARE RECOMMENDED BY AMANDA HAN TO YOU:D












enjoy(: tell me which is your fav okay:D:D:D:D:D
i like... he said she said more:D

dear huimin,

im sorry for not taking your opinions before cancelling the study groups. i know we should have just gone ahead and do our own studying instead of well, cancelling it and having fun.

i admit we have been slacking and our group isnt doing quite IDEAL but this is the best it can go i believe. i know you dont really like this group and all but i do hope that you'll tell us, so we would know what you're thinking because well. we're not blessed with telepathy. we dont know what you're thinking. whats more, i only knew you this year so well. yea. i have to get closer to you to know you more see.

i knew you only this year, after getting closer to jinting and sihui. and really, before this, i really disliked you. i've heard so many horrrible things about you and i was truely scared. i was affected by the rumors i've heard from others and i know how wrong that is. thats why i decided to include you into this study group. reasons.?

1. i thought i could make it up to you for what i've always thought of you.
2. i felt that.. you needed company.

im sorry if i felt that you're quite lonely but thats what i see with my own eyes. i thought maybe we could provide you with some company so well. there you are in here.

but you misunderstood my dear. we do not truely need you. we didnt add you in because you're exceptionally good or anything. we added you in because we truely wanted to make it up to you, to be friends with you. but you said something like we only treat you nicely when we need you and throw you away when we dont.

no my dear, thats not the case. we did not intend to throw you away at all.! its only that we believe that the study group shouldnt be held on the certain day, so we cancelled it. i know how wrong this is and i wouldnt cancel it anymore without everyone's opinion so well yea. but we didnt treat you badly. in fact, we're like the few who has been trying to make you feel comfortable. even i, trying to get you to open up to me. but i guess its all not working out.

as for the pang seh thing, i really do hope you'll think it over and hopefully realised what went wrong and take back your words. we did not pang seh you. although we are considered your friends ( i guess ) but it doesnt mean that we HAVE to hang out with you wherever you're going. plus, you did not inform us that you wanted to tag along and all. so its not even called pang seh. so well. if you felt left out, im sorry. please let us know so we'll know what to do yea.?

you do realise that you've made both jinting and sihui blow their top. i did too, but not my top of course. i take back what i said in my earlier post. but really, if you dislike us and not want to be a part of us, tell me. we'll just leave. we just want to let you know that we're not using you. we just hope to be your friends and that you'll open up to us. i know you've been having problems and keeping to yourself isnt working out. i know you have friends like andrew and jason but really. dont you think you need one in school too.?

recently, i've heard so much about you trying to get ciggs. i really thank god that you did not manage to get hold of one. what has happened in your life that you want to destroy it.? i really want to know whats going on but i just dont get the trust from you. maybe to you, we're just people who accompany you in school. if thats what you think then you're wrong. i truely want to be your friend but getting comments like that from you is really hurting. i have nothing more to say then apologise and tell you how i really REALLY feel about you.

i hope you're not offended and you'll reflect on what i've said.

the main points :

we're not using you.
we want to be your friends.
we did not pang seh you because we're not obliged to hang out with you.
try to open to others and take life seriously.
smoking sucks and it isnt cool.
we're all sorry.

think it over okay.

god bless,
amanda.

salrights. we're all screwed la. hahahhaa.

right. first off, we're screwed because of HUIMIN. not that she screw us up, we totally screwed HER up.

im sorry if we havent been thinking much about how you actually felt and im sorry for not consulting you before cancelling. however, for yesterday, it was so totally NOT pangseh:D

now, how do one use the term PANGSEH.

its when you agreed to do something with that person BUT chose NOT to in the end.

right right.?
see now. we cancelled the study thing yesterday right. so yea. which means :
WE DID NOT AGREE TO HANG OUT TOGETHER.

which means.?
WE DID NOT PANGSEH YOU:D

yay:D and plus, jt and sh did not say that THEY AGREE TO MEET YOU ANYWHERE FOR TUITION OR SOMETHING so.

THEY DID NOT PANGSEH YOU:D

yay:D hahahaha.
and they treated you as a transparent person because they thought you were angry with them, which obviously you WERE. would you play with fire when you know you'll burn yourself.?

the day we had our oral, we didnt pang seh you.
1. you didnt tell us you're coming.
2. we were DEAD hungry and it was only FIVE MINUTES to ms kong's lessons. so there.
we even pang seh-ed sihui. but did she say anything.? nope(:

this goes to show, you, yourself, has a problem with US.
meaner way of phrasing it.?
its not our business(:

DUH NO.
:D tadaaaa. done.
but today's incident.
i am truely sorry for cancelling it for my own selfish needs. i know how much you dont find this study group a great thing or something and i do hope you'll be able to tell us how you feel, instead of IGNORING, DIAO-ING, SHOWING ATTITUDE and KEEPING TO YOURSELF.

i am so not making that sound loud but really, dont expect anyone of us to know you cause we dont.

so well. yea. i dont even know whether we should include you in our group anymore, since you dont like it.

one more thing : WE ARE NOT HYPROCRITES. we dont treat you nicely when we need you and throw you like shit when we dont need you.

honestly, no one wants it.
well. if you get what that means anyway.
i dont hate you personally so well. if you do.
oh wells(:

this song is dedicated to my dear huimin(:
enjoy:D




Yeah,
It's officially the biggest midget in the game.
I dunno.
Make way for the S.O.V.

[Chorus (x2):]
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

I'm fat, I need a diet.
No, in fact I'm just too light
And I ain't got the biggest breast-s-s, but I write all the best disses.
I got hairy armpits, but I don't walk around like this.
I wear a big baggy t-shirt that hides that nasty shit.
Ugh!
Never had my nails done.
Bite them down until they're numb.
I'm the one with the non-existent bum,
Now I don't really give a....Ugh!
I'm missing my shepherd's pie
Like a high maintenance chick missin' her diamonds.
I'm missin' my clippers size.
Now bow down to your royal highness.
No I don't own a corgi,
Had a hamster, it died cuz I ignored it.
Go on then, go on report me,
I'm English, try and deport me!

[Chorus (x2):]
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

I'm that funky little monkey with the tiniest ears.
I don't like drinking fancy champy,
I'll stick wit Heineken beers.
Whoops, might burp in ya face,
A little unlady-like,
What can I say?
Well oh gosh I'm not posh, male with odd socks.
I do what I'm doing, yeah!
So everybody's entitled to opinions,
I open my mouth and shit I got millions.
I'm the middle kid, the riddle kid,
I'll make you giggle till your sick
Cuz my nose jiggles while I spit.
Yeah I do have some stories
And its true I want all the glory.
Go on then, come on support me,
I'm English, try and deport me!

[Chorus (x2):]
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

Love me or hate me
Love me or hate me

So I can't dance and I really can't sing.
I can only do one thing,
And that's be Lady Sovereign!
So I can't dance and I really can't sing.
I can only do one thing,
And that's be Lady Sovereign!

[Chorus (x4):]
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

[x2:]
Love me or hate me
Love me or hate me
Love me or hate me
I can only do one thing,
And that's be Lady Sovereign!

;D tell me if you hate me or love me alrights.?

anyway, fell for another song SOMEWHAT similiar to the previous.
enjoy:D

hahahaha people, i totally BET that you guys are hating these songs:D




Hey Mami, You sexy
Hey Mami, you beautiful
Hey Mami you sexy
Hey Mami, can I get that number?

Big hot pockets, feya, ugly
Corny, busted, chopped, straight fugly
British guys playing rugby
Brooklyn boys who wanna thug me
Skanky, cranky, foogly, oogly
Slammin dudes who wanna do me
G'Doonk G'Doonk, skoonky, flavors
Bangin, mega hot, dumb haters

Country boys and them boys in the city
Buy me lunch and make me all giddy
Sparkling clean, dirty, grimey and gritty
Big muscle men and a little itty bitty
Some look so good and some need a little work
Some know what they gotta do to make me smirk
Ralph, Donna, Marc, and my man Tommy
Better go get that girl, Hey Mami

Hey Mami, You sexy
Hey Mami, you beautiful
Hey Mami you sexy
Hey Mami, can I get that number?

Yeah Yeah Thats what they shout
On the street when I strut when I walk to the store
They wanna turn me out
Hootin and hollerin
Ring around the collar and
This ain't Scores and
You ain't wavin a dollar and

You better tighten up that game
Theres a million other guys tryin to get with us
And you all sound the same
You should slow it on down papi
You sound like a carbon copy
I wanna a man whos smooth, got all the right moves
But you're just plain sloppy

Repeat Chorus

hahaha i guess days these days were toooooo much for me that i haven't been thinking much of the bad stuffs.

well i did dream of it.

as usual, it was leow. hahaha. i am so over you now. i guess i cant hold onto something that will never be mine. i prayed to god 2 days ago, wishing you well and all the best to you. we may not be friends anymore, but you must know that i still care for you even though i felt used.

anyway, the dream went like. i dreamt of leow. he left his bag somewhere. and i saw it. so i opened it and saw this post it note. it said something about me, something negative. i msged him WITH HIS PHONE, telling him that i saw the msg. and it was weird cause HE REPLIED TO HIS PHONE that he'll severe (.?! ) ties with me for 800 million years.!

GOD. and i woke up later. woke up in SHOCK.!

anyway, days with jinting and sihui is really fun:D huimin.. shes okay larh. but somehow i feel that she is SOOOOO serious in her work that it totally spoils the fun. haha. honestly if possible, i would like to know whats bothering her. by keeping everything to herself, its not gonna make her feel any happier.

anyway, jt and sh were just like MEE:D hahaha. they had fun, they laughed, they were carefree, which was good i guess. IT WAS DEFINATELY EASIER TO ENTERTAIN THEM:D hahahaha. anyway, i admit, we did spend very LITTLE time studying and all la. but hey, we're doing okay i guess.

no wait. we're too slack. whatever la.

hahaha. anyway, we played truth or dare for the first time in my LIFE this week, and GODDD. its super fun:D

ok fine. it wasnt THAT fun when they make you do stupid things. hah.

first i played with jt, sh and aik in mac. hahaha. it was fun la.

ME --> DARED : run around a pillar
: do the SEXAY CLAP in front of a HDB building

JT --> DARED : take 4 cups of PLAIN WATER from the counter in mac

SH --> DARED : carry an empty fish fillet packaging, go out and stone with the thing open
: carry 2 cokes into the toilet and come back out.
: carry the ENTIRE TRAY into the toilet.!

AIK --> DARED : go in the toilet, SCREAM and come back out.

we were playing halfway until, WE SAW AN OLD LADY. ok no big right. only she started knocking at the window. ( me and jt were sitting at the window side, i had a poster blocking me )

so well, she took out some onions and a two dollar bill. we were guessing that she wanted us to buy her onions and all. she said a whole lot of weird stuffs that we couldnt hear and all but whatever. we wanted to continue but she kept knocking the glass. none of us wanted to buy her onions though. WE ALL HATE ONIONS.

anyway, aik went out to talk to her later.

EVIDENCE TO PROVE THAT SHE IS MENTALLY UNSTABLE.
she said,' * points to us and back to aik * DADDY.? daddy.? daddy.?'

SHE THOUGHT AIK WAS OUR DADDY.!?

then she said,'*points to aik* BOY BOY.!!! *points to each of us* girl girl X3'

right. see. shes mentally unstable.!!! her caretaker was BRANDED CRAZY by that lady so well. we had NO IDEA what the onions were for.

to hell with that la. haii. this lady. ): i wonder if she was a vege seller in the past. maybe.. she sold vege until one day someone stole everything she had. so maybe she still likes selling vege.. or something.

you know what.? WHATEVER.

anyway, we played truth or dare again today, this time MORE FUN. HAH.

this time, we were in techview and ms kong CAME HALFWAY, hahahahaha.

me --> DARED : say hi to joel
: run out to get iris to play TRUTH OR DARE with us.
: TELL MS KONG SHE'S HOT.!!!!!!
: eat a mouthful of ms kong's NOODLES ( i SOOO did not do this:D )

JT --> DARED : carry two trays and hold it for 15 secs.
: do the sexay clap in front of a few men. HAH.
: HOP AROUND MS KONG'S TABLE 3 rounds.!

SH --> DARED : say hi to the cleaner auntie:D
: change the tv channel in techview(:

IRIS --> DARED : place a chair on someone's table. ( HURHUR. SUPER ENTERTAINING )
: run around ms kong's table 5 rounds. hahahaha.

i dont know how many i've missed BUT. i shall elaborate on some.

of course, I SHALL START WITH THE 'MS KONG IS HAWT' one.!
i was dared by ALL 3 OF THEM. rawrrrrr.! they made me do it.! I HAD NO CHOICE.! i just said.

errr MS KONG. THEY WANT ME TO SAY YOU'RE HOT
D:
she just went. YEA. IM SWEATING. im sooo hot.!! ( smiles )

uh huh... nevermind. hah.
IRIS AND JT, running around ms kong's table. HURHURHURHUR. its darn funny larh.! ms kong couldnt stop smiling at them. AHHAHAHAHAHA. its super entertaining to watch x)

and. IRIS. i loved the one that you have to put a chair at someone's table. hahahaha. they people all went like oO?!?!?!?! and stared over our table.

HAHAHAHAHA. anyway, i just wanna tell sh and jt, i thank you for letting my mind off the bad things in life and i have ENJOYED myself soooo much these few days. thank you soo much my dears:D

hahahaha. you're the first people who doesnt give me any pressure at all:D i am so happy to be friends with you all:D

huimin, i feel that you have something hiding from all of us and in order to enjoy and be carefree, you should voice it out. if you're unhappy, just tell us. i am quite straightforward and i am totally open. hahaha. we can suit your ways if you're truely unhappy(:

iris : I HAD FUN WITH YOU BABY:D hahahahaha.

god bless you all,
amanda.

WUAH.! does FOB suck THAT bad.?? ): oh wells. everyone has different opinions right.??

RIGHT RIGHT.?
i guess =/

anyway, i had a great day yesterday EXCEPT. when i saw you LEOW. i really didnt know what to do. i really felt like just. going up to you and maybe hit or scold you or something. i dont know. anything to vent my anger. in the end i just decided to walk away. yep. i even thought of STARING. but forget it man. i should just FORGIVE AND FORGET.

except maybe i cant forget. doesnt matter. i must not bear grudges.!

okay. i dont know what to say anymore. i shouldnt even hate.

anyway, i had a great time yesterday. hah. what a surprise la. stupid hentai boy. i am soooo gonna kill you TODAYYYY:D

dear leow,

i dont know whether to hate you or to feel disappointed. i know its not right to post something personal here. but dont you think you're over-thinking all these.?

reason i post it here : its cause i thought you wouldnt want to see my e-mail so i posted one here so you MIGHT see it. but whatever.

so right. you said that people would ask about you, ch or isabel. for your info, none would. who would be interested in stuffs like that.? not everyone is as busybody as you think. look at the few who read my posts. they didnt ask did they.? gees.

whatever. i feel used and this time, i seriously dont know if i would ever be nice to you at all. enjoy your dark days.

lots of LOVE,
amanda.