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`129
Monday, December 31, 20074:12 PM
oh boy.
i had so much fun the last few days i hardly have the time to blog.

anyway.
on friday, i went over to meet shaun to get my books back and returned his money before having my 'wedding dinner' with piggy((:
it was GREAT. i must say.
i've never HEARD of japanese pasta and damn.
to all english people out there.
you guys just lost to the japanese:D
their pasta was DELICIOUS.
i had some soup first ( which totally made me want to have an ENTIRE POT of it )
some weird drink ( its really sour.! )
really REALLY NICE salad ( i never liked salad but this is the BEST )
and some BRINJAL.?
i LOVED it all.!
the last was actually the japanese style pasta.
a simple pasta with some weird fish eggs and seaweed ( yum.! )
it was DELICIOUS.!
i kept having eggs all over my mouth ( even on my forehead >< )

piggy had something different though.
he had some. pasta with egg or something.
i cant remember..
i only remember the egg cause i poked it with a toothpick:D
its fun to play with other people's food:D

after that, piggy did something MONSTROUS which totally made me choke.
he took a fork and STABBED his poor CHERRY in the HEART and lifted it out of his glass.!
it looked TERRIFYING.
i tried showing him the 'womanly' way of getting the cherry out.
by sucking the stem with a straw but it didnt work.
so well, i reverted back to my unwomanly way and dug the cherry out with my fingers.
so im not so womanly at all)):

OH.
i forgot SOMETHING.
before our wedding dinner..
i showed piggy some..
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photos
of myself when i was younger.
i did NOT enjoy that part so im not adding it in:D

after our meal, piggy wanted me to sit at the side of the river but but.
i got scared ><
i saw the steep steps and the water..
and my shoes.!
they can come off easily one.!
if they drop in the water..
><
piggy understood anyway and we sat on some weird looking chair(:

i think piggy's fatter than me cause he can totally rock the chair and I CANT.
no matter how hard i tried)):
i did alot of 'clearing of throat' and 'tap dancing' that really attracted alot of people's attentions =x
poor piggy, he must have felt embarrassed.!

it was such a fun night and im really glad we got 'married' that night :D
hahahahahahaha.
piggy:D

on saturday, i went out with XILING, my pri school friend:D
boy does she look the same.!
i taught her pool and we had loads of fun.
but she didnt seem to like it very much.
i must be a very bad teacher)):

anyway, that day wasnt much.
we shopped around, looked for food.
got lost everywhere.
and lastly, we went to Paragon to meet some idiot, clarence FOO.
who was slacking at that time, on the ledge, looking cool with a large poster balancing between his feet.
i wanted to scare him but he already saw me so)):

we talked for a while, 'hi and bye' concept again before heading to the toilet.
after that, i've decided to scare him and i tailed him till he went to the steps to tie his shoelace.
i pushed him a little ( BUT I THINK IT FAILED TO SCARE HIM ) and asked for all his fliers so that i can recycle them =x

so we left.
:D

ok fine.
so all the days are pretty much the same after that.
only yesterday i was down with a really bad headache and it got worse after 13% of alcohol.
13%.
i must be really lousy.

today is the last day of the year:D
again, i had 13% of alcohol BUT.
piggy's LEAVING.
nooooooooo.!
i really dont want you to go)):
what if you fall ill.?
something happens.?!
I WONT BE THERE TO SEE IT.!
cannot)):

i pray to the Lord for you and your family to be safe.
from any sort of danger or..
disgusting flies.
)):

taken from,
Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
(Edited)

Can't help but think
Of the time I've had with you
Pictures and some memories
You'll have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God

The only thing I ask of you
Is to hold him when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
Cause I'm lonely
and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

be safe and come back soon)):
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`128
Wednesday, December 26, 20078:56 PM
A Thousand Miles lyrics

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

will edit it soon:D
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`127
8:35 PM
honestly, today wasnt a good day.
i didnt mean to hide it.
i just hope that no one would worry for me since its such a happy day for everyone.

i consulted timmy, which in my opinion, is right.
it doesnt mean that you'll change something if you're in another person's life.
i always believed that im in someone's life for a reason.
i'll try my best to change a negative point, to make someone happy, anything that makes me feel that its worth it having me in their lives.

this is my first case that isnt like that at all.

i've been really bothered the whole of today.
i want my books back.
i want them now.
i cant take it seeing how all my efforts have gone to a total waste.
i cant take it seeing the ending i dont wanna see.
i cant take it knowing that i've done a horrible job.
have i been a hindrance to you.?
have i been a distraction to you.?
what am i, in your life.?
what am i.?

i want to draw the line as soon as possible.
as soon as possible.
so i hope you'll reply my smses and return my books asap.
if i become even more desperate, i think i'll just let you have them.
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`126
Tuesday, December 25, 20078:11 PM
hello everyone:D

just wishing you all a MERRY CHRISTMAS:D
hahahaha.
i hope all of you enjoyed your christmas((:
somehow, christmas is more of a public holiday than a day i get to open presents.
must be cause of work.
:D
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`125
Monday, December 24, 20079:18 PM
i LOVE this song.!

Smother Me - The Used

Let me be the one who calls you
baby all the time
Surely you can take some comfort
knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
Let me be the one who calls you
baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves you all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling that I'm on my own
Hold me too tight, stay by my side
And let me be the one who calls you
baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?
Smother me (Smother me)
Smother me (Smother me)
Smother me (Smother me)When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
And how my mistakes have made
your heart break
Still I need you here with me
So baby I, baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me
Warm and alive I am all over you
Would you smother me?
Smother me (Smother me)
Smother me (Smother me)

Let me be the one who calls you
baby all the time
Let me be the one who calls you
baby all the time
Let me be the one who calls you
baby
The one who calls you
baby

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`124
7:09 PM
hello guys.!
today was.. lets say its a thrilling day.
i've finally given out my presents to my collegues and im glad to say, THEY LOVE IT.
hahahaha. susan couldnt stop asking how it was made and it actually made me happy((:

anyway, thats not the most fun part.
i did something risky that i think ALL TEMPTS should not do.!
do not STRETCH your lunch break.
totally.
i almost died today.
i left my workplace at 1.52 and came back at 3.16.
so fine, i was late by..
god i cant even count it.
fine.
so i was late anyway.
and i lied to my boss that i went out at 2 and came back at 3.16.
which makes it ok since i was only..
a few minutes late =x
she asked me what it was.
and i said its a DECENT performance, trying to hide the DXO mark on my hand.
i cant seem to wash it off.!
i hope my mom wouldnt scold me.
hahaha.

anyway, ryan and his band did WELL.
i must say it totally blew me off.!
i LOVED it.
plus, this is the first gig i've ever gone to so.
heh. ryan, i'll remember you for life.!

mom's back. gotta run.!
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`121
Saturday, December 22, 20079:14 PM
today was a great day((:
i managed to do the IMPOSSIBLE.
i had to carry something soooooo big for jinting.
from parkway, i had to WALK home cause i couldnt take a bus with it.
after changing to my bunny bag ( stupid handbag. keeps slipping off.! ), i left immediately to meet her.
damn. her sister didnt really do a good job trying to hide from jinting that im coming.
but well, i did give her THE THING.
and she looked.. well. surprised its so big.
BUT SHE DRAGGED IT ALL OVER THE PLACEEEE.
dont do that.!
you'll know why on christmas ;)

after that, i headed back home and headed to the newly opened leisure park to check the place out.
i managed to get my mom and dad to enjoy themselves, which is good.
my bro's getting better too.
i cant believe i told my mom to give my bro a chance to play his comp.
seriously.
i think im starting to realise how important a family is.!
thanks to a certain ravaged asshole((:
hahahaha. i hope things are going well on his side.

i used to wish that the people around me are happy always.
now i wish that the people, including my family are safe and happy always, ALWAYS.

it must have been last night, when i slept with my contacts.
i saw something i think its not right.
it must have been my eyes.
im sure of it.
why is it there.?!
its STILL there..
all these months of work..
there goes.
i dont know whats going on.
but if its better for you, well..
good luck.
i hate to say this.
but i hope im wrong.
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`120
Monday, December 17, 200710:24 PM


alrights.
first off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR MAMA, WEICHAN:D
i love you sooo much:D
you're finally sixteen and we're all happy for you:D
now we can play pool without hiding ;)

anyway, today was so fun.
i celebrated weichan's birthday with uncle and boy.
my favourate part was the part where we were at the roof terrace playing and posing for pictures.
UNCLE HOW DARE YOU PUT THAT FLOWER IN MY BAG.!

hahaha.
anyway i recieved some pictures from cheryl from the D&D yesterday:D
check em out;)
im admiring the stupid tissue dispenser while cheryl's admiring the hand blower.
:D
cherlyn looks so not interested.

do we look like we care.?

cheryl loves me:D
some stupid hand action =.=

what ARE we doing.?

lalala.

a normal looking picture of ourselves:D


there. i look stupid)):


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`119
Sunday, December 16, 200712:44 AM
i'm like bored now.
in my cousin's place and im dying.
i should be asleep by now but i cant.
cause i dont want to interrupt her talk with her bf asking which facial wash i can use.
without asking her, i cant wash my face.
without washing my face, i cant sleep.
she's still on the line.. i cant even ask.
maybe i should go check it out myself and use whatever's available.

then again, i feel abit glued to this chair.
im so tired.
i feel like dying.
there were so many things happening these few days.
i cant really cope very well.

work has been great, im closer to the people now.
i love everyone, except one which i find like totally weird.
she eats by herself, keeps to herself, as if shes the only one in the office.

ok. my cousin has ended her call.
i can finally wash my face :D
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`118
Thursday, December 13, 20079:45 PM
today was a great day:D
i talked SO much.
i think everyone around me had probably died.
but then again, they should be immune to this.
or else in the future they're just gonna go crazy.

anyway, i met up with clarence for a short while earlier.
and hmph.
stare at me.
if it wasnt for his friend, and we're not in public, i would have digged his eyes out.
somemore he didnt bring his blanket..
hmph.

my poor ravaged asshole is getting more ravaged in malaysia.!
my poor dear, he didnt reply me.
are you okay.?
speak to me.!
*shakes phone*

no sign..
i hope he's alright..
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`117
Wednesday, December 12, 200710:08 PM
right.
so today was great:D
i actually got to know sandra better:D
or rather, she got to know ME better:D
we talked on the way back home.
and gawd, i made her laugh her ass off with my 'life story'.
ok fine, so she wasnt decieved that im a SHY and INNOCENT girl.
cause of my crazy sot-sot laughing)):
eeee. remind me NOT to be an actress):

anyway, nothing much.
filming filming filming..
im probably giong crazy.
ravaged asshole.!
YOU DIDNT REPLY ME.

my ravaged asshole is coming back in 4684684650651684676846516513213
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blinks of an eye.!
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`116
Monday, December 10, 20079:55 PM
i think without my ravaged asshole, things are going crazy.
i'm like addicted to these stupid quizes.

You Have a Big Mouth

When it comes to secrets, you really don't have any.
You aren't self conscious in the least about who you are.
And while it's good to be open, you sometimes turn people off with your honesty.
Continue to share your life - but keep the sauciest details to yourself!


but they do mean something:D
hah. keep the sauciest details to myself.
noted((:

Your EQ is 93

You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

You're a bit moody, and sometimes you have trouble coping with every day life.
But you're by no means depressed, and your good days definitely out number your bad days.

There's nothing really wrong with your life, but you may not be living up to your actual potential.
Negative emotions can be a real drain of your energy, so make sure you have them under control.


oO"
i thought everyday is a great day:D

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart


okay..
too long winded.!

fine.
im gonna bed.
nights ya'll.
imma dream of YOU;)
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`115
9:10 PM
fine.
so i got bored again.
and i tried more quizes.
the first one was damn.
WTSHIT.
look at it.

You Are the Very Gay Tinky Winky!

Purple with a gay pride symbol... how could he not be gay?
And that red purse is divalicious!


holy crap.

Your Power Bird is a Cardinal

You believe that each day is precious, and you spend your times as best as you can.
You see the wonder in small things, and you are often content with what you have.
You life an interesting, colorful life - and you bring color to those around you.
Confident and expressive, you believe you know how to live a good life. You're living it!


yay:D

You Were a Peacock

You carry yourself with beauty, dignity, and confidence.
You are able to see the past, present, and future with clarity.


yea right.

You Are 86% Feminist

You are a total feminist. This doesn't mean you're a man hater (in fact, you may be a man).
You just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.


IM NOT A MAN.!

You Are 64% Good

You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral.
And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through.
If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing.
Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps.

You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself

Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader

To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you


okay.. im honest.?!
hahaha.
be kind to someone who is not very kind to you..
hmmm..

Your Love Song Is

You and Me by Lifehouse

"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"

For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.


this is so true.
i love that song((:

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.

You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times.

You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual.

You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.


oO"

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!


uh oh..

You Are 60% Burned Out

You're fairly burned out, and it shows.
You probably have been feeling a little rundown and irritable lately.
If you can, drop a few of your minor responsibilities and focus on what's really important.
You have too much on your plate, and it's catching up with you.


oh. this sucks.
haaha.
i guess i really have too many things to think about..

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson

"Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be"

No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.


heh.
:D

Your Vocabulary Score: D+

Wow, your vocabulary is pretty poor.
Maybe crack a book every once and a while!


awww. uncle you're right.!

You Don't Need a Man ... or Want One!

Generally, you're very happy being a single woman.
And anyone who has a problem with that... well, that's there problem.
Not that you wouldn't share your life with the almost perfect guy.
You simply won't settle though. Your life is too good to share with some substandard man!


HAH.
:D

You Are 61% Vain

You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.
Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them.


ERR. hottie.
right..

these were supposed to be up yesterday but oh wells.
my dad turned it off before i even had the chance.

work today was tiring and i hardly even have the time to slack.
i do slack okay.
when i mail or microfilm, i'll definitely squat somewhere or get a drink and message.
hah.
but its still so tiring.
im supposed to work OT today.
pushed it to tomorrow.
cause OT would be MICROFILMING like 3 DAYS WORK.
gawd.
i hate microfilming.
those pieces of scrap metal isnt worth as much as my stupid lousy modem.
seriously.

ravaged asshole.!
i miss you so much eh)):
evil piece of shit)):
8 strokes.
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`114
Sunday, December 09, 20079:25 PM
ahah.
im finally back from my dinner.
first off, i rebonded my hair.
hah.
it has this sharp chemical smell that smells horrible.
and i cant wash my hair till TUESDAY.
gawd, i hope my hair wouldnt get a stink-age overload.

anyway, bowling was BAD.
i bowled BAD.
though i had 2 strikes and a couple of spares,
I ONLY MANAGED TO SCORE 86 THE HIGHEST.
what is THIS.?!
hahah.

had buffet dinner in THE TERRACE.
nothing much, the food there is tooo BORING as every single time we go to raffles, we EAT there.
gahh. my dad never gets bored of it.

after dinner, we headed to parkway to get a PHONE for my house ( YAY ) and some of my china uncle's clothings.
gees, this uncle is like a freeloader =x
no offence uncle, but this guy is like.
what the hell.
he come here, dont have to pay for anything,
food, lodging.
and we have to get him clothes cause he only brought THREE SETS of clothes from china.
what is this.?!
how long is 3 sets gonna last.?!
plus, my mom had to give him some expensive sports shoes and leather shoes.
see see.
FREELOADER.
but then again, uncle.
FINE.

also, my dad's not improving at all.
he keeps scolding and saying me when he gets the chance.
hmph.
we'll see how long this lasts.

ravaged asshole.!
:D you messaged.!

timmy.!
i dont know how to contact you dude.!
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`113
4:16 PM
today is a really relaxing day for me.
early in the morning, i had facial.
directly after facial i have to do my hair:D
at first i intended to highlight my hair.
but later, i realised that those stupid ends sticking out of my back is damn irritating.
so i decided to soft rebond it, which i am pleased to say, THEY'RE TAMED((:

im going back next sat at 10am to do my highlighting.
later, im going to bowl with my china uncle ( =.= ) and have dinner at THE TERRACE in raffles town club.
i dont really like this uncle, especially since he only speaks chinese.
but well, he IS my uncle but one thing im sure is that.
this uncle can never EVER replace my ravaged asshole((:
gees. where is he now.?

5 slashes already*
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`112
Saturday, December 08, 20079:33 PM
You Are a Great Liar

You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone.
You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ)


You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.

You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.

A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.

In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.

At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.

With others, you tend to be polite and formal.

As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.

On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!


me.? polite.
HAH.

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!


yay((:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.


omg. this thing is freaky. seriously.

You Are 56% Phobic

You have a few more phobias than the average person. And you're sometimes developing new ones.
Try to chill out and conquer some of your phobias. Facing your fears is the only way to get rid of them.


heh =.=

You Don't Need Extra Attention

You're perfectly happy with who you are, and you don't need attention to feel good about yourself.
You prefer to let your actions and accomplishments speak for themselves.
Working hard to get people to like you is your idea of a nightmare.
You've got a lot going on, and anyone with half a brain will notice that on their own!

You come across as: Confident and serious

People may wrongly think you're: Stuck up and shy


damn )):



im so bored. wheres my ravaged asshole when i need it.!!
)):
he's supposed to pk with me now..
or be midnight people..
already the first hour im dying..
what about.. THE REST OF THE WEEK.!?
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`111
8:56 PM
you've only left a few mins ago and already i miss you.
eeeee.
my poor ravaged asshole.
you'd better think of cascading shit when you're there.!
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`110
6:43 PM
today's outing was great:D
i thank god that uncle LOVED my creation((:
honestly, the golden compass was a bit disappointing.
maybe i shouldnt have read the book.
it'll probably be better that way.
it all seems so.. general.
but hey, watching a movie with uncle and wc always ALWAYS brightens my day((:
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`109
Friday, December 07, 200710:13 PM
right.
today is my 5th day of work.
let me tell you
working in citibank is no joke.
its so bloody tiring i feel like smashing everything into bits and pieces and use their forms as toilet papers.

when you step in, you wont believe the amount of papers there are for you to process and do a day.
its terrible. really.
but hell, its fun sometimes and the people there are such pleasant people((:

anyway, my first day of work was not too bad.
daryl and clement had to overload my brain with a hell lot of information cause daryl had to fly off to paris and italy the next day.
so well, i got em right, which is pretty good:D
i've been blur also ( not surprising ) and man. the embarrassment..
lets not talk about it:D
heh. but my first day was not too bad:D

second day was BETTER than the first day because:D
i only had to learn a few more things since my first day was cramped.
daryl kept the hard ones from me.
but i doubt pampering me like that is gonna help.
the sufferrings came later. )):

i had lunch with daryl, clement, sugi and rach on the second day.
and i was really shy and quiet.
the only person i could talk to was actually daryl, since i have to follow him around in the office like a hen and a chick.
he's really not a bad guy at all.
my mom and my aunt are even thinking of matchmaking either clement or daryl with me.
gawd. they just dont give up.

my third day was the worst.
daryl and clement HAD TO GO ON LEAVE on the SAME DAY.
lao, leaving me the only temp at level 2.
and a hell lot of demands and work piled up.
its just not fair.
daryl can be excused, since he's flying off.
CLEMENT.
YOU'RE SUCH A PIG.

without the guys around, me, rach and sugi had lunch together((:
thats when i was able to open up and actually talk to them:D
we had lunch in the pantry, with our 10cent drinks
i mean. have you EVER seen a vending machine that only sells drinks for 10 CENTS.?!
i love that thing.

lunch was great.
after lunch, i felt that i really belong in that office.
like, all of a sudden, i've made new friends((:

all of us in the office are also required to play this game called ANGELS and MORTALS.
the way it goes :
one person will pick a name.
THAT name will be your mortal.
you're supposed to shower this mortal with gifts and love.
so in other words,
you picked A.
and B picked you.
you shower A with gifts.
and B shower YOU with gifts:D
so all in all, everyone benefits:D

my forth day,
it was SWEET DAY.
everyone was required to give a gift that is SWEET to their mortals.
i was in such a rush.
i got MY mortal 2 soap bars that are shaped in a handbag and a christmas stocking.
very cute((:

clement came back, and this time, i shoved him loads of work.
hah.
YOU DESERVE IT CLEMENT.

i think its revenge cause today he isnt here AGAIN.
im so totally busy i hardly have the time to take a piss.
gees, clement, dont pang seh me lah.
today was terrible.
i screwed alot of my work.

damn. my dad asked me to turn off.
byebye.
update more tomorrow.?
day after.?
hah.
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`108
Saturday, December 01, 20071:43 PM
my holidays have been filled with lots and lots of fun though schedules like this tires me.
but well, i enjoyed it a lot((:

yesterday, me, weichan and uncle headed down to the beach at around 10 + and uncle cycled for 2 hrs while me and weichan bladed throughout ( we were using our own blades. FREE((: )
we had lunch before uncle decided to skate and we taught him how to do a T break and all, and i tried teaching weichan to do the dance way of skating.
haha.
failed.
oh wells.
practice hard.!
uncle was doing great((:
he learns sooo fast.
im so proud of you((:

at around 5 + 6, we borrowed jinting's place to clean ourselves up after 7 hrs of blading fun.
after that, we headed to the BREAKWATER ( see. amanda learns fast too:D ) to sit and look out for some 'guppies' ( heh. )
it was a pretty sight, and the wind was just right.
like what uncle said, it wouldnt blow our hair into a big big mess:D

later we met jinting and i had a chat with my girlfriends ( except for xinyi i think. she still doesnt want to talk to me. oh wells. i tried. ) and nevin and company.
gahh.
i know all of you care, but no. i dont like it that way okay. im sorry.

after foooood ( drink for uncle's case and prawns for weichan's case :D ), we went to the beach and sat there. i used my satay stick to write words on the sand and uncle and weichan tried too:D
such fun a simple thing can bring((:

i shall not spoil this fun post with the unhappy things since i dont really want to remember it.
so well, the day generally was great((:

yesterday was my last weekday i could go out, and i definitely enjoyed it((:
im starting work on monday, and i dont know whether to feel excited or scared.
oh wells, at least i know i have a good boss((:

amanda is going to town later with mama, and tomorrow probably BACK to town for somemore fun with ravaged asshole and weichan:D

thank you everyone for making such pretty memories for the past few weeks((:
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