today was a great day((:
i managed to do the IMPOSSIBLE.
i had to carry something soooooo big for jinting.
from parkway, i had to WALK home cause i couldnt take a bus with it.
after changing to my bunny bag ( stupid handbag. keeps slipping off.! ), i left immediately to meet her.
damn. her sister didnt really do a good job trying to hide from jinting that im coming.
but well, i did give her THE THING.
and she looked.. well. surprised its so big.
BUT SHE DRAGGED IT ALL OVER THE PLACEEEE.
dont do that.!
you'll know why on christmas ;)

after that, i headed back home and headed to the newly opened leisure park to check the place out.
i managed to get my mom and dad to enjoy themselves, which is good.
my bro's getting better too.
i cant believe i told my mom to give my bro a chance to play his comp.
seriously.
i think im starting to realise how important a family is.!
thanks to a certain ravaged asshole((:
hahahaha. i hope things are going well on his side.

i used to wish that the people around me are happy always.
now i wish that the people, including my family are safe and happy always, ALWAYS.

it must have been last night, when i slept with my contacts.
i saw something i think its not right.
it must have been my eyes.
im sure of it.
why is it there.?!
its STILL there..
all these months of work..
there goes.
i dont know whats going on.
but if its better for you, well..
good luck.
i hate to say this.
but i hope im wrong.