a start of a new year, 2008.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
i've set some new year resolutions this year that i MUST fulfill.!

1. from now onwards, i'm going to blog in PARAGRAPHS, correct spelling ( hopefully i'll learn more vocab through that RICE application from FACEBOOK), and of course, good sentence structure.

i've noticed that my English in the past was so much better as compared to now. plus, my tenses are DEGRADING i dont know what i should do.!

i know. i'll always have piggy((:

2. i hope that i can kick the habit of 'not-being-able-to-complete-a-task-or-project-cause-
i-got-demoralised-or-i-got-bored-of-it' kind of thing.

of course, that would mean that i have to do the things that i actually owe my dear piggy, as well as weichan.!

3. i must MUST make sure i learn how to organise my time and BE PUNCTUAL.

i know i know. i've always been late for everything, and simple things like bathing would take a hell lot of my time.
amanda must learn to organise her time well and make sure theres a bit of time for everything.!

4. SAVE MONEY.
piggy, i know this is important so im stating it here:D right, so i spend a little too much money on everything i shouldnt. today, my mama decided to really REALLY get my 910i even though i insisted on a $0 phone. she said that its not worth getting a $0 phone cause it'll get obscelete even faster.

)): im sorry piggy, i've tried.! at most, i promise i wont ask for anything THIS expensive anymore..
i wont ask for :
1. another ipod (?!)
2. computer ( its okay. i've used this computer for the last 10 years of my life already i think )
3. camera ( i love my pink one((: )

also, i will make sure i'll take care of ALL of my gadgets so my poor mama can save for her diamond.

seriously, i dont see a need to get a diamond but hey, its her money. plus, she's been great so she deserves a treat((:

5. build up family ties and bonds.

thats right. i'm gonna try to show more affections and love to them even though i dont really do this.. but piggy's right. this is important, and all this time i've been showing them the wrong way and it made them worry and think that i'm a rebellious girl and im going astray.

i'll try okay. this one is hard, but i'll try my best.

6. treasure my friends and be more sensitive.

friends are important, and i often get into fights cause im not sensitive enough. i'll try to learn to understand people better so i wont get myself into unnecessary fights and get all unhappy over it. plus, friends are important and i believe i've left out a lot of my old cliques. i'll meet up with them soon((:

7. treat piggy better:D

since we're already 'married', i had better treat him better and not torture his kids with terrible names((:

8. BE MORE WOMANLY.

i cant believe im puting this as my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION cause its almost IMPOSSIBLE. if this is FULFILLED, you'll NEVER get to see the uncouth-ed amanda, with her burps and snorts, and horrifying actions.

i think i may choose not to fulfill this one:D anyway, being the REAL me makes me feel happy always((:

9. BE HAPPIER THAN HAPPY.

i dont know how much more 'happiness' i can squeeze into my life but I WILL:D i think i'll divide my happiness with the people around me THEN i can squeeze in more:D

10. PACK MY ROOM AND ENSURE THAT ITS TIDY AT ALL TIMES.

this is SUPER important cause when i DO pack, the next month its going to get all messed up again and i would have wasted over 24 hrs packing my room again.

i must make sure i put everything back in place once im done with them, throw away unwanted things like plastic bags and BOTTLES.

speaking of BOTTLES, i had better throw my shampoo bottles etc WHEN THEY'RE EMPTY.
i NEVER do. this is so terrible.

no wait, im terrible.!

so right, thats it guys:D all of you shall be my witnesses and make sure i do them well. remind me once in a while so i can keep going or else im going to lose to my habit of 'not-being-able-to-complete-a-task-or-project-cause-i-got-
demoralised-or-i-got-bored-of-it'.

i must not lose.! GO AMANDA GO:D

conversation with my mom earlier.
M : amanda i dont understand you. you're like a FEI nu you know. like a wild girl.
A : thats ok what.
M : i dont like it. you never like PROPER things. you're not a GIRL.
A : but i am.!
M : you're not like a tomboy.. but not a girl. what are you.!?
A : thats why im special mummy((:
M : whatever, seriously.

im special:D