alrights. the results are out and i must say, i felt that i've done unexpectly well for them.! i didn't fail anything, i didnt get my Cs. what can i even ask for.? i've done all i could and now, its time to think of where to head.!

i qualified to get into music and audio, but suddenly i realised that i may not even want to commit to it like, for my entire lifetime. yea, it can be a pretty amazing course, but music. its almost like learning the piano. do it or fail. plus, i cant afford to fail in poly, or i might come out with NOTHING. no diploma, no degree. plus, even IF i do get my diploma, where am i gonna head.? music studios.? its gonna be quite hard for me to actually look for a job so i think i'm crossing music and audio out.

other diplomas. i dont even know what im strong in. having the same grade for EVERY subject doesnt show me which subject i'm strong in at all. but one thing's for sure, physics and social studies CANNOT MAKE IT. so anything to do with physics and ss, i'll cross out.

so now.. i dont really know what i have left. after the talk with my dear piggy ( he made my headache go away by HALF.! thank you sooo much piggy((: ), i've decided to get into a jc. i guess it kind of gives me more time to think of what i wanna be in the future, and also, i have a better chance of getting into a uni. plus, i'm able to get into a jc ( still ) so why not.? i just hope that the good people'll influence me more and the bad people wont ask me out so often:D

i hate to say this also but, if my parents ban me from hanging out a bit more when i get into jc, it'll be good. ( its a fact.! though i really hope it wouldnt happen AT ALL )

anyway, thank you so much piggy and daddy for helping me decide((: piggy was so nice earlier that i didnt really dare tell him i was actually tearing on the phone)): i'm really touched that piggy would do so much for me.

thank you soooo much piggy(: you're the best piggy in the world.

at least, in mine((: