i know i've just blogged a few minutes ago, but i've heard something that almost blacked me out. energy seem to seep out of my body and my fingers were cold. i found it so bloody hard to breathe.

TO THE PERSON WHO KNOWS WHO 76 IS.

i hope you know what you're doing. this isnt a game with someone ORDINARY. that guy's a hell of a bastard. i hope you'll be careful. i just cant believe you're making this decision to do this. you've helped me in so many ways to avoid problems with him and NOW. whats going on.? i'm not here to break both of you up. i mean if you love him, good for you. but i hope things wont go the same way as they did to me, which created a huge impact in my life.

i just couldnt believe something like this is happening. please tell me this is a rumor. tell me this isnt true. for months, you knew everything, what he does, you've helped me escape him. now you're trapped.? i really REALLY hope you know what you're doing. really. i'll pray that he isnt what he was in the past, if you're really giving him a chance.

what happened to those warnings i gave you last year.? it was even as early as June 2007. did it not get into you.? he isnt the 'prince' i drew for you on the table, he isnt the 'prince' that will give you happiness you've longed so bad.

i just hope you know what you're doing, cause if you dont and something happens, not only am i gonna break his dick, i'll be really disappointed with you.