damn my dad. seriously. he used my laptop to install SKYPE, THEN deleted my msn messenger. OII. i mean, skype is the SAME as msn messenger, only less popular among the others.! what rights does HE have to say its a VIRUS when skype may be one to huh HUH.??

Anyway. i think im gonna install it again if piggy wants to see me:D i shall get the installation in my thumbdrive or something.

today's supposed to be the last day of pouching and MAN. its not a good day at all. i have so many backlogs that i cant cope with, and the things that i do seemed to be all wrong. adriany got angry with me but she didnt accept my apology - which is quite alright, cause even if i said 3928492840294802 sorries, it cant make anything go right unless i learn from the mistake. which hopefully, i did.

i stayed to work ot today and it was only just me and oliver. the atmosphere was a bit weird. we hardly talk. the only times we talk is when oliver asks what im doing, or she's telling me to do the pouches, or when she said she was disappointed in me.

i know shes disappointed. she said i used to do things so well, always on time. but ever since this, i havent done a single thing on time. i told her it was hard for me to manage and i really cant cope. she didnt say anything after that. i guess she knows how hard i've tried. not eating out most of the times, staying till late at night.. if she doesnt know, i dont know what to say anymore. i've been slogging my ass off and i hope she realises im making the effort to do so.

i flagged for a taxi ( my first time.! ) after work and this man had a really sharp and loud voice. he talked a lot at the end part, and the most embarrassing is, i told him to turn left when its supposed to be right.! it caused so much trouble for him and he had to make a sharp u turn and when it did happen, i imagined my dad in front of the taxi saying,' WAH LAO. THIS GUY DONT KNOW HOW TO DRIVE AH.!? OLD GRANDFATHER'S ROAD.!' that kind of thing.now i understand why taxi drivers do this- its cause of passengers like ME.!

Later, we talked about the old houses around my area and the kopitiams that are popular in singapore. he reached my area, and he said my house is unique.! honestly, i was a bit shocked. i've seen millions of unique houses, from glassed walls to beautifully painted houses of un-squarish structures.. i dont know. theres so many.! my house looks like any other house, painted with a boring shade of white and brown. its not even special and he couldnt stop praising it. later i told him that the rest of such terrace houses were being sold and made into new houses and i pointed to him some. after a while, i paid him the cash and he asked where im from.

OK. I FELT SOOOO EMBARRASSED OK. was it cause of the left-right incident.??!

i said i was singaporean and he had a gooood stare at me. FINE. so i dont know where my house is really located at. then he said, i'll give you my namecard, if you need any help, call me ok.? i thanked him and left, wondering if taxi drivers have their own name cards now. when i reached home, i stared at the card and HOLY.

THIS MAN IS AN ASSOCIATE REALTOR, more of the buy-sell property kind of job. i was half shocked, half laughing. i mean, this guy works with 'property' and he thinks my house is UNIQUE.?! its kind of funny that i started telling him that houses here were bought and made into some other kinds of houses and IN THE END, he works for such things. haha. this is gonna be sooo spooky man. i'd better flag the right taxi next time.

piggy((: i didnt forget you x) i just mentioned you on my blogpost ok.! one word, three words in my room all alone, and they're all directed to you:D