Today's such a bad day for me. I actually left my thumbdrive in Lab 5 and then it was gone, someone has taken it. I am so depressed cause together with that thumbdrive, my keychain that piggy gave me was attached to it.. Now its gone and I doubt I can ever find it back again..

I wanted so much to cry but I held back those tears in front of Justin and the rest cause it'd be so embarrassing to cry over a keychain but I really REALLY wanted to. I got scolded by my parents earlier for losing my thumbdrive, and I wanted to cry again but I swallowed my rice and held back my tears again.

Surprisingly, my dad was the first to realise that something was wrong and he said that I just have to be more careful in the future. My mom noticed it a while longer and she was just concerned bout the bag she bought from Thailand. Sigh. I told her bout the thumbdrive and the keychain and she was like, amanda I know how it feels losing something with so much sentimental values-

Oh my god I feel like crying again. Sigh.

But anyway, I managed to NOT let a single drop of tear roll down my cheeks so.. I'm sure she noticed. She just didn't say anything much. She returned to the topic on my bag. Sigh.

I've learnt my lesson the hard way and I am so sure nothing like that's gonna happen again):

I miss piggy really really badly I wanna see him now and tell him personally that I'm so sorry I lost it.. It really meant so much to me and I wanted to bring it around so that I can feel as if piggy's with me but I lost it.. sigh.


I doubt this is gonna work but it's worth a try I guess..

oh my god I have the best idea like, EVER. I can send to EVERY STUDENT IN TP on their tp address to pass my thumbdrive back to me.! Is that a stupid idea or a good one. hmmm..