pledge ourselves to finish our F&B project as soon as possible before the due date, so as to achieve, happiness, sleep and $#($#@)$

I'm so tired of FBOP.

I feel extremely weird today. I wonder if it's the medicine because it has never given me such long effects before. Yes, it's the 13hr one but I think I've never felt so down after taking it.

All that hit me today was just everything. It just feels as if all the problems are attacking me at one go and I can't seem to handle it. For some reason, my energy was focused on all the problems at hand. Normally, I'm able to handle such pressures by taking a step at a time but today felt different.

Today just felt as if I can't do anything I want to do.

It kinda makes me feel as if I'm thinking too much and that I'm making MY OWN life miserable. Jees, I hope my brain'll stop working on useless things and get on with my work!

By the way, I don't know if my brain is playing tricks with me, but when I was in wine class, I caught absolutely..

NOTHING.

I'm serious. I can't seem to digest whatever he said earlier.

But what I can't believe is, I just read through the notes, and for some reason, I get EVERYTHING.

Wahlao, what's wrong with my mind!

I found this on youtube! D: Listening the lyrics to the song, it obviously doesn't match because the song is in glibberish, but it does make sense when you use the english lyrics and it REALLY gives it the errie feel.

End Credits - Coraline the Movie

Creaking is the door so gently,
Side to side calling your name.
Never ever ever ever open that door,
Things won't be the same.
Crawling is the spiders hand,
Seaching for it's prey.
Soon You'll be caught next,
Traped in the spiders web!

(the ghost children)
RUUUUN!
SAAAAVE US
PLEASE SAVE OUR SOULS!!!!

(ghost boy)
Find our eyes before the full moon,
Make sure other mother dosn't find you,
A button in the eye will surely curse you.
The witch will eat you too!

(all of the choir)
Find our eyes before the full moon,
Make sure other mother dosn't find you,
A button in the eye will surely curse you.
The witch will eat you too!

Crawling is the spiders hand,
Seaching for it's prey.
Soon You'll be caught next,
Traped in the spiders web!

Yes she did, totally. It seems almost impossible to screw such a nasty day up but somehow, God managed to do it to her. Sigh, it must be the karma for being too happy the past few days.

Either that or I'm having a bloody pms that makes me think that the whole world is against me. But you know, I highly doubt it cause...

You'll know later when you've finished reading this.

It's the most unlucky day ever. I woke up to a bad start, did my newly cut short hair and went out of the house slightly late. I was waiting for the bus for about 10 mins, thinking of all the things I need to bring and what I'm missing out when I realised that I forgot to bring out my file. So I rushed home to get it.

While I was on my way back to the bus stop, it started pouring like a mad man. I was half drenched in lousy rain water and the bus came about 5 mins later. I got on, shivering with cold and got worried about what to do next because I did not take my umbrella out with me and I was in my uniform and my hair was done!

At around BNSS, the rain seemed to have soften and what was left was only a slight drizzle. I thought my worries were over when suddenly, I noticed something moving at the corner of my eye. A little busy bee was on my uniform sleeve, MOVING.

It took me quite a while to process that it's a bee, and I had totally no idea what to do I just freaked out. I shook a bit but it didn't fly away! Thankfully it didn't too, cause if it did it would've probably attacked my only showing flesh - my face. Frightened, I decided to use my phone to flick it away. It landed on the bus stop floor and it probably got crushed by the passengers getting off board.

Tsk, I killed something sigh ): Maybe that's why God hates me now.

When I got off at the bus stop, it started POURING again. I can't believe it. For it to happen once is quite enough, second time is as if He is ABSOLUTELY angry with me damn it. I decided to cross via the overhead bridge and when I was at the bus stop, I decided to shelter myself with my file and run inside. It was such a horrifying experience. When I stepped out, my pants were already soaked. Thank god I wasn't in my service pants.

I didn't know which to save, my hair or my uniform. ):

Halfway through when I felt like maybe I should die, I saw Jenson and he was getting in a Taxi. He asked me in too and I got in and noticed Fad there! At least He isn't merciless D:

Got to school, did my stuff. Failed my hair unfortunately, cause the rain screwed my hair a lot and it got really messy so... It was a bit depressing actually, since I cut my hair for this very purpose and I FAILED IT ANYWAY?!

Just when I thought it was over, we were going on a break when the rain so timely decided to perform a wonderful show of SHOWERING US WITH CATS AND DOGS.

3RD TIME.

The final straw was when we were dismissed. Just when I stepped out of TCA, BAM. HUGE POUR.

Oh God, what do you want from me!

This is definitely not PMS. Even if the rain thing is, the bee thing can't be. WHERE IN THE WORLD DID THE BEE COME FROM ANYWAY. I'M IN A BUS DAMN IT!

Ok. This is the first and last time I'll be ranting.

TODAY IS A NEW DAY. STARTING NOW.