Greetings all(: I have so many things to say, I wanna split things up. What happened yesterday, and what happened today.

YESTERDAY.

I had a totally awesome day with piggy and we watched GET SMART. It is so HILARIOUS that I feel it totally beats DON'T MESS WITHT THE ZOHAN hands down. For those guys who haven't watched it yet, you know what movie to catch this weekend ( or the remaining of this weekend ).

Piggy was so sweet yesterday that I just so wanted to cry. He gave me his side of the ambigram and 2 mars bars ( thanks piggy, I'm gonna be F-A-T x) ) to make up for the loss of my thumbdrive and my side of the ambigram. I was so happy and touched that I just felt.. so happy.

I've never actually felt this happy before. Come to think of it, I've never gotten upset over something this important, which also leads to the lesson learnt on how to keep your things properly.! ( I have to drill this into my head )

I came back early from his place and I came on to check my blog when I say a person named ANONYMOUS tagged me and told me he/she found my thumbdrive and passed it to the eh. Someone in charge of the labs. I believe its that little office at the LABS that I didn't check.

Oh my god. How stupid am I.?!

Anyway,

THANK YOU MR/MS ANONYMOUS for your honesty and really, I'd like to give you a big thank you threat for this. Since we're all from the same course, I'd like to really meet you and thank you personally for that. You have NO idea how important that keychain alone is to me(: THANK YOU(:

TODAY :

I went for bellydancing class and I learnt something that I realised that I have no foundation on. This is the hardest move I've ever tried and really, I am kinda depressed that I can't do it): I'll train in the toilet later:D

I slept while watching tv for 2 hrs and now I'm awake and I read someone's blog and realised how LEOW must have felt when I was fighting with him. It kinda sucks to have your name spilled on someone's blog ( even when it is covered with a stupid nickname ) and it makes you feel as if you've been accused. LEOW might have been right or wrong at some times but this one I know I'm definitely right. I shall not blog about this or show the world what this girl can do, but if you really want to know why I'm this hard-hearted you can always find me.

CLICK HERE if you wanna know what she thinks of 'our fight' and see how many people she has dragged in.

I feel sorry for chernyu and weishun actually, especially chernyu. He doesn't want to be drag into this but he has to in the end just cause he picked up her phonecall. Sigh. Best of luck to the fantastic four on this and I'm sorry if I caused anyone any inconvenience.

Today's such a bad day for me. I actually left my thumbdrive in Lab 5 and then it was gone, someone has taken it. I am so depressed cause together with that thumbdrive, my keychain that piggy gave me was attached to it.. Now its gone and I doubt I can ever find it back again..

I wanted so much to cry but I held back those tears in front of Justin and the rest cause it'd be so embarrassing to cry over a keychain but I really REALLY wanted to. I got scolded by my parents earlier for losing my thumbdrive, and I wanted to cry again but I swallowed my rice and held back my tears again.

Surprisingly, my dad was the first to realise that something was wrong and he said that I just have to be more careful in the future. My mom noticed it a while longer and she was just concerned bout the bag she bought from Thailand. Sigh. I told her bout the thumbdrive and the keychain and she was like, amanda I know how it feels losing something with so much sentimental values-

Oh my god I feel like crying again. Sigh.

But anyway, I managed to NOT let a single drop of tear roll down my cheeks so.. I'm sure she noticed. She just didn't say anything much. She returned to the topic on my bag. Sigh.

I've learnt my lesson the hard way and I am so sure nothing like that's gonna happen again):

I miss piggy really really badly I wanna see him now and tell him personally that I'm so sorry I lost it.. It really meant so much to me and I wanted to bring it around so that I can feel as if piggy's with me but I lost it.. sigh.


I doubt this is gonna work but it's worth a try I guess..

oh my god I have the best idea like, EVER. I can send to EVERY STUDENT IN TP on their tp address to pass my thumbdrive back to me.! Is that a stupid idea or a good one. hmmm..

Life hasn't been too good for me I guess. One is definitely cause of problems that I have in school, which totally sucks but seriously, it's worth going through.

I've been pretty moody the past few days, especially today, since I've got the laosais. I had to go to the toilet 3 times before finally stopping. I wonder if its the soya bean milk I drank, or that I ran out of solids to come out of my ass.

I think I'm totally going through this piggy withdrawal symptoms. Everything seems to pass so slow I even thought today is a Friday so that I can go out with piggy soon. Sigh sigh. I can't wait till sat.!

I want to get over and done with with this sem):

I miss my piggy so damn much I totally can't wait to see him on Sunday.. I've been blabbering to yuanting unconsiously about piggy and even though she doesn't wanna hear, I really just wanna say it to someone/something. I miss my piggy and I'm so upset I can't see him everyday this week.. Even if he doesn't have army, I have my projects to do and it is almost impossible to hang out.

My mom is coming back tomorrow night which kinda means that I can't have this 'freedom' for long. Then again, when it comes to piggy, my mom would let me do ANYTHING just to hang out with him(: I bet she loves him more than she loves me.

I love my piggy): I want a hug): ): This week's been rough, I hope it'll stop but I guess its not up to me to choose. Sigh. Projects comin' up. Nights ya'll.

PS : I am imagining you in your swimsuit :D

I guess some things are just meant to be. Sometimes its not easy to change something or someone, sometimes its just that simple. I guess I've been thinking like a naive kid. What can I gain from this anyway.

Piggy's finally back home and I am so relieved(: Finally he's taking a nice long weekend off the army(:

PLUS, somehow, each time he isn't at home, I get some sort of uneasy feeling. Must be because of that story piggy told me once hahaha. He said someone died while training cause its just too hot. If something like that happens to piggy... You'd see me in the headlines sigh.

THEN AGAIN, he's safe so I don't have to think so much already:D:D

I talked to my australian auntie earlier hee. It wasn't that bad, except I didn't really want to have a video call cause I kinda look unglam now hahaha. With my baggy clothes and pinned up fringe, you will find it so hard to lie that I look okay.

Actually, ONE PERSON would find that self ( baggy clothes and pinned up hair ) nice and that is

PIGGY(:

hahaha my silly piggy(: I'm thinking of that swimming stuff:D:D I need to get a new swimsuit and swim with piggy someday:D:D

I WANNA TONE UP MY MUSCLES TOO HEH>=)

HELLO DUDES AND DUDETTES. Reminder to classmates : DO YOUR BCS AND INDIVIDUAL HT PROJECT.!! ITS GONNA DUE SOON):

Amanda han, DO YOURS ALSO.

Ok reminder done. Here are my shortlisted CDS for tomorrow:D Just in case I forget:D
0801610G
1. GFL1003 JAPANESE
2. GFL1006 ITALIAN
3. GFL1001 FRENCH
4. DPD1901 FREEHAND DRAWING
5. DVC1905 COLOUR AND COMPOSITION

For weichan's, its..
0804125C
1.GFL1003 Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese)
2.GLA1001 Arts Appreciation
3.DVC1905 Colour & Composition
4.DPD1901 Freehand Drawing
5.DAD1900 20th Century Fashion

Reminder : please inform weichan after the selection is done amanda!!

Life isn't what people thought it might be, pure, simple and easy.
Life doesn't exist just cause we live to die again.
The phrase ' life sucks ' isn't used to describe life at all.
Life makes people wonder such because..

They..
Don't..
Have..
A..
Piggy..
Like..
Mine:D

Life is so wonderful with piggy as my eyes, my future, and my one and only:D
I miss my piggy):

Gorgeous
Intelligent
Loyal
Empathy
Superb

Thats my piggy(:

Piggy's in army but nothing seems to have changed. He still messages, we still talk and even better, we talk on the phone so much longer just like last time(:

oh the sweetness of it all(:

I was just telling yuanting ( when I came back from my call ) that I totally agree with what cheryl said in her blog once. Falling in love doesn't happen once, it happens everytime I see you.

Awwww. Isn't it sweet.?

I'm glad I've met you,
to see you,
to hear you,
to smell you,
to touch you,
to taste you.

I'm glad we became friends from the start.
I'm glad I know who you are inside out now.
I'm glad you're you.

I love you(:

I've read some inhuman news earlier that I feel like blogging.

This news is about this 24year old lady who got raped by a man known as Robert Williams ( this sounds awfully familiar.! )

This man raped her for 19 hours, torturing her by forving her to have oral sex and even pouring boiling water and bleaching her and asking her to stab her eyes out and plus plus.

I feel disgusted with this behaviour. I mean, HELLO.?! I hate this stupid people who think that women are just sex toys and THIS GUY IS WORSE.

He really takes women as TOYS.
If he needs it, he plays with it. When he doesn't want it anymore, he tears it apart and blah blah.

SICKENING. This man should be BURNT IN HELL.

Sigh I am steaming. Check this web out to read about it sigh.
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/25068659/
What is the world turning to.?!

The sun is shining brightly, the leaves on my mango tree are trying to hard to spread themselves up so that they can bask ( ? ) in the sun, my dogs are really noisy right now and.

AMANDA IS SO HAPPY:D
because BEACAUSE?

PIGGY'S COMING BACK TODAY OH PIGGY'S COMING BACK TODAY:D

TODAY
TODAY
TODAY
TODAY

oh my god oh my god.
MY PIGGY'S COMING BACK TODAY:D

I did a stupid picture of piggy earlier at the simpson's website cause I got bored plus cause, I MISS MY PIGGY)):

Piggy I totally know this doesn't look like you PLUS THE BELLY hahahahahhaha. But I did my best:D

HOHO. I'm back from my outing with weichan hee. I tell you, I'm sure all the extra calories I've eaten today are totally burnt AWAY>=)

Ok here are the list of stuff we did today.
1. We watched the Simpsons Movie cause she hasn't really watched it yet, but I can tell she didn't quite get the jokes there, cause she wasn't laughing, but nevermind.
2.We went to the MRT to take all the way to orchard, and on the way, I told her almost EVERYTHING, from friends to PIGGY:D
3. We reached orchard and decided to go to Far East, to show her that shirt I was aiming for. She said I could get one EXACTLY THE SAME in Bugis Street, and it only costs 10 bucks so we went to bugis:D
4. We waited really REALLY long for the bus, and weichan bought old chang ki ( how to spell doh ). Surprised I, an old chang ki fan, did not buy their food.? ( YEAH RIGHT. so much for being a fan when you don't know how to spell the NAME ) Its cause..

I'm having a sore throat)):

5. We decided to take the express bus to suntec THEN walk over to bugis omg. hahaha.
6. Weichan had this sudden craving for TCC, and I got it mixed up with TCA what the hell. I think I'm really REALLY in love with my school yo(:
7. We finally reached bugis and I realised that I've never actually been to bugis library and it looks kinda cool cause its HUGE. Apparently, that library was the one that won OUR tp library in terms of height. 14 floors.! We decided to go in to take a peak:D
8. Ok so we didn't take a peak. We started playing with the ELEVATORS cause her sister said its really exciting if the lift goes down ONE SHOT from 14th floor all the way down. We did in the end:D omgosh. It was like WE WERE FALLING. I had butterflies in my stomach.! Ticklish:D Weichan even suggested doing that superman pose, which I found super lame heh. It was fun:D We did from 14th to 1 and 1 to 14th:D
9. We went to bugis junction and we shopped a little, looking at THE WALLET SHOP and omg. There's this really nice wallet on sale for like 19 BUCKS. Tempted to get, but decided not to:D
10. We went THREE rounds around bugis street, looking for my tee and hers but in the end, I got mine but she couldn't find the shop that she saw this really nice white shirt. Aww. Another time then:D
11. We ate at TCC hahahaha. It wasn't so bad, the price I mean:D I had some sort of beef ball gelatin.? Its like, spaghetti with beef balls coated with cheese. When I saw the actual thing I told Weichan, ' OH BOY. I BET I'm gonna LAOSAI after this '.

WHICH I TOTALLY DID.

hahaha then we headed home:D Oh weichan:D:D Spending my days with you are like, the best, compared to others BUT. Piggy STILL rules muhahahah >=)

End of TODAY:D

Start of YESTERDAY.

Muhahahaha yes I know. I was supposed to blog yesterday but I was so beat yesterday, I HAD to turn in early man:D

Anyway, I went out with trevor yesterday to just walk around to look for cute stuff PLUS pokemon stuff ;) hahaha. We played with a hell lot of stupid stuff doooh in taka:D

We headed to citi and talked to the rest, and took lots of photos:D Apparently, the great wall of china has RISEN. Loads loads MORE boxes hahahahaha.

Lastly, we ate at sakae cause TREVOR HAS NEVER EATEN SAKAE IN HIS LIFE.

er HELLO.?! what have you been doing in singapore.!?!?!

He should be in thailand now:D ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY.!

And PIGGY>=) DONT ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY WITHOUT MEEEEEEEEEE)): 2 more days till you get back:D <3 piggy(:

Here I am, blogging in the morning because I don't want my dream to vanish since I still kinda have a vague image of it in my mind..

Here's what it is. I'm with my cousin cheryl.. For some weirdo reason I don't know, we're in this ancient house watching tv. The walls are somewhat like a cave, and its pretty big I remember. She wanted to take a piss, so she said, lets go to THAT toilet.

And I was like, WHAT toilet.?

She brought me to this wall and hit a button. Later, a brick that is slightly bigger than its normal standard size moved and there was this weird.. hole thing. CENSORED. After she was done she closed it and I was like, why not use that toilet over there when its so must easier to use.? The both of us stared right in front of us cause we kinda saw a NORMAL toilet there.

But as I was dreaming it, I kinda had an impression that I've dreamt of that toilet before.. That small hole thing. Oh wells.

So after that it kinda changed. Yuanting, Weishun and Chernyu were in this weirdo ancient house thing with me on a thursday ( I think thursday this week ) and I suddenly screamed, OMG THERE'S TUTORIAL TODAY LETS GO.!!!!!! And I went to check the timetable. Apparently I've skipped the entire week's tutorial and lectures and I was counting if I've already lost my jokers. I decided to call Hejun to get him to bring me all the notes and ask him if we're actually having a holiday ( stupid. )

He said yeah we're having a holiday BUT we must still attend tutorials.

And I was like HOLY CRAP. I checked my watch. If I didn't remember wrongly, I saw 10:11am. I've already missed my tutorial.! I panicked and suddenly.. My dream changed oO"

I was in some other country.. with some friends I don't know. I can't remember the body of it, but I can only remember the last part, whereby this friend of mine got her servants to prepare me my bag to go home. In that dream, I've thrown my clothes everywhere in different places of that place I was in and she picked them up for me to put them in my bag:D I even found shitpig in it ahahaha. She gave me something else.. Some sort of weirdo CD that I can't remember..

Along the way to the airport ( I think thats where I'm going ), I saw this like, landscape. They planted trees in some sort of formation. I found it quite pretty when the spotlights suddenly turned off and tadaa.! Those trees started to move.! They were actually peacocks and they were dancing to the music:D So pretty(:

I think I watched that performance at least 3 times before I got bored-

Ok I kinda stop typing there cause of this bangla ( I heard he came the day before but he refused to listen to my auntie to get lost ) came to pluck our mangoes >=( I stared at him while he was doing it and he finally stopped and stared at me back. I shouted, ' HOW MANY MORE DO YOU INTEND TO PLUCK ' and he gestured that he wanted to eat it. I shook my head and he shook his doubtfully and I shook it one more time before he decided to put away his things and leave with a big bag of our mangoes.! EVIL.

During the process of him putting away his things, my eyes had never left him and he checked every now and then to see if I was still there. When he rode away he stared one more time, and realised I'm STILL watching him, and he really left :D

HAH. I am kinda pro aren't I(:

Thing is, I HATE people like that. There's this other loser who tried to steal my sugarcane. This dude was hacking and chopping as if he was harvesting his own and I had to yell at him and send my dad after him cause he wouldnt budge and he kept saying,' I BUY FROM YOU I BUY FROM YOU'

Yeah right, if you've intended to buy from us you could've just ASKED.

Those are MY GRANDMA'S plants FOOL. They look really pathetic cause I can't seem to catch everyone so I hope they'll really last): FOOLS FOOLS FOOLS

I WONT HESISTATE TO CALL THE COPS IF THAT BANGLA COMES FOR MY MANGOES AGAIN.

I have been very VERY nice already ok.

Anyway, as I was saying, I kinda watched that performance 3 times before getting bored and I decided to open my eyes and WAKE UP.

9am. Sigh.

Going out with trevor at 2pm and I can't find my phone charger. OH damn it):

I miss my piggy T.T where is my piggy piggy now...)):
3 more days till piggy comes back to singapore:D:D:D:D

Piggy's first day in Mua:D sigh. he isnt gonna come back anytime soon)):

Today ain't such a bad day cause..
I'VE FINALLY COMPLETED BELLYDANCING BEGINNER ONE:D
i'm gonna proceed to two though((:

Anyway, my bro got his lavender purple psp today, which is kinda cool cause we're gonna share:D I just hope I won't get hook onto it so much that I won't bother studying for exams.!

I MUST PASS ALL MY EXAMS AND GET MY DIPLOMA WITH MERIT
*echos : diploma with merit.. merit.. merit.. merit..*

Chernyu made up some stupid lame stuff for me cause he kinda got bored.
god loves me, not says:
pokemon: corny amanda
evolves into cheesy amanda.
skills : cornified letter - deals 10 damage, makes opponent puke
old school headbutt - deals 10 damage to opponent, 100 damage to self
pencil lead in your hand - causes poison status
stream of pee - attacks enemy 10 times based on strength
bitchy comments - makes enemy run in fear


god loves me, not says:
FOR YOU :D

Stupid boy.

I MISS MY PIGGY): ): ): ):
Oh and guess what:D my phone isnt so redundant at all.! PIGGY STILL MESSAGES:D
I
LOVE
MY
PIGGY
<3

Just a random chat with Jinting and we kinda talked about marriage ( oops I think I started it.! ) It was HILARIOUS.

Jinting says:
like, when do u wanna get married?
Jinting says:
haha
AMANDA(: says:
24.!!!!!
AMANDA(: says:
>=)
Jinting says:
HAHA
Jinting says:
WOW
Jinting says:
that's FAST
Jinting says:
@__________@
Jinting says:
nvm.
Jinting says:
my cousin married at 23
AMANDA(: says:
hahahahahaha
Jinting says:
-.-
AMANDA(: says:
oO
AMANDA(: says:
OH
AMANDA(: says:
WAIT
AMANDA(: says:
23
AMANDA(: says:
IS
AMANDA(: says:
A
AMANDA(: says:
NICE
AMANDA(: says:
NUMBER
AMANDA(: says:
I SHALL CHANGE
AMANDA(: says:
23
AMANDA(: says:
23
Jinting says:
LOL.
AMANDA(: says:
23
AMANDA(: says:
23
AMANDA(: says:
23
Jinting says:
OMG.
AMANDA(: says:
wait ah
Jinting says:
NOO.
Jinting says:
haha.
AMANDA(: says:
now im 17
Jinting says:
uh huh.?
AMANDA(: says:
19 end poly.
AMANDA(: says:
if uni..
AMANDA(: says:
22
AMANDA(: says:
YAY 23
AMANDA(: says:
SET
AMANDA(: says:
23
AMANDA(: says:
23
AMANDA(: says:
23
AMANDA(: says:
THEN
Jinting says:
O_________O
Jinting says:
CHILL.
AMANDA(: says:
GILES WOULD BE.
Jinting says:
HAHAHA
Jinting says:
u think too much
AMANDA(: says:
29
Jinting says:
LOL
AMANDA(: says:
CAN CAN CAN
Jinting says:
@_______@
Jinting says:
okayy..
Jinting says:
haha
AMANDA(: says:
:D:D
AMANDA(: says:
YAY
AMANDA(: says:
23:D
Jinting says:
haha, must INVITE ME. if u guys get married
Jinting says:
LOL!
Jinting says:
is there shark's fin?
Jinting says:
:D
AMANDA(: says:
NO
AMANDA(: says:
NO SHARKS FIN
AMANDA(: says:
WE'RE GONNA HAVE...
Jinting says:
YES.
Jinting says:
LOL
AMANDA(: says:
VEGETARIAN
Jinting says:
..............
Jinting says:
WHAT?
AMANDA(: says:
HAH
AMANDA(: says:
NO ANIMALS ARE GONNA BE KILLED ON MY WEDDING.!!
Jinting says:
NAHH. wait. i think u'll be the one cooking
Jinting says:
haha
Jinting says:
LOL.
AMANDA(: says:
hahahaha
AMANDA(: says:
OH ES
AMANDA(: says:
YES
AMANDA(: says:
I'D BE COOKING.!
Jinting says:
woah. if that really happens, it's gonna be the first time i tried a vegetarian wedding
Jinting says:
@____________@
AMANDA(: says:
LOL
AMANDA(: says:
it sounds stupid.!
Jinting says:
HAHAHA.
Jinting says:
u'll cook
Jinting says:
and dash out of the kitchen with a wedding gown
Jinting says:
LOL
Jinting says:
O__o
AMANDA(: says:
OH
AMANDA(: says:
:D
AMANDA(: says:
NO WAIT
AMANDA(: says:
I WANT A CROSS DRESS WEDDING
AMANDA(: says:
PIGGY MUST WEAR A WEDDING GOWN
Jinting says:
HAHHA
AMANDA(: says:
AND I WEAR A TUX
Jinting says:
WHAT?
Jinting says:
lol
Jinting says:
SOMETHING unique
Jinting says:
hahaha
AMANDA(: says:
HAHAHAHA>=)
AMANDA(: says:
then then..
AMANDA(: says:
we'll hold it in...
Jinting says:
O__O
AMANDA(: says:
a beach(:
Jinting says:
ahh.
AMANDA(: says:
hee.
Jinting says:
COOL
Jinting says:
like an american wedding or something
AMANDA(: says:
then we'll get married on the breakwater.!
Jinting says:
lol
AMANDA(: says:
haha yeah.!
AMANDA(: says:
then then.
AMANDA(: says:
PICNIC
AMANDA(: says:
AHAHAHAHHAHA
AMANDA(: says:
no wedding banquet
Jinting says:
HAHAHA
AMANDA(: says:
PICNIC.!
Jinting says:
man
Jinting says:
sharks fin
AMANDA(: says:
AHAHAHAHAH
Jinting says:
HAHAHAHA
Jinting says:
:D
AMANDA(: says:
no sharksfin.!!
AMANDA(: says:
VEGETARIAN
Jinting says:
-.-
Jinting says:
okayy.

I don't know if ALL of it will happen ( cause VEGETARIAN PICNIC SOUNDS uber stooooopid ) but, hahaha I know I'll NEVER EVER HAVE SHARKFIN.! >=( sorry to all sharkfin lovers out there x)

piggy's leaving to malaysia.. which means.

I am gonna be so..
ALONE):

I miss my piggy piggy.! The last time it ain't so bad cause we could still communicate cause of my other line, but now I don't really have it, so we're gonna last A WEEK without messaging.

I repeat. WITHOUT MESSAGING.

I am so gonna rot at home and wait and wait for my dearest piggy to come home): I miss him already.!

I love you piggy, I hope nothing bad happens to you again..)):

Yesterday was our first month together,
Today's the day we've become ONE(:

I love you piggy(: